No-one Is There
Now and then I'm scared
when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ...
No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say,
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...
So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ...
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to,
for something to share ...
but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say,
in darkness I lie all alone by myself,
sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.
I am not breathing a word,
I haven't spoken for weeks
and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears.
But there is no-one,
and it seems to me at times
that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind ...
I am the mistress of loneliness,
my court is deserted but I do not care.
The presence of people is ugly and cold
and something I can neither watch nor bear.
So, I prefer to lie in darkness silence alone,
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to,
for something to share ...
but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No, I don't speak anymore and what should I say,
since no- one is there and there is nothing to say?
All is oppressive, alles ist schwer,
there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE ...
现在我感到恐惧
当我似乎遗忘的声音成为了文字甚至审判
不，我再也不会开口，那些我可能会说的话
因为没有人在这里，这里什么也没有
我更愿意独自躺在最黑暗的寂静中
聆听黑暗，是声音，是谁在低语
为了分享什么
但是这里没有希望，没有人在这里
没有活着的灵魂，
没有人发一言
我独自躺在黑暗之中
所有的时间中我在沉睡忍受这痛苦
我不发一言
我几周都不说一句话
然而我内心的情人竖起耳朵
但是这里没有一个人
看来在每一刻
每过一个小时，一个词就从我脑中消失
我是孤独的情人
我的庭院一片荒芜但是我无心照看
活着的人丑恶且冷酷
我不想去看这些也不能忍受
因此，我祈祷独自躺在寂静的黑暗中
听那黑暗，听那声音，有什么人在说话
为了分享这些
但是这里没有希望，没有人在这里
不，我再也不会开口，那些我可能会说的话
因为没有人在这里，这里什么也没有
所有的压抑，
这里没有人