whatever you think, it is of good intention, and so no big bricks please.
Some think you wirte beautifully but after 浏览了一下你的帖子,觉得there is something worrying in your posts, either your mood, your character, 说不好。 I almost suggest that you need to see a doctor or a talk to a firend.
而且,我觉得你的爱人(男朋友,情人?)会挺累的,to keep up with your level of sentiment.
但愿是我杞人忧天,