【桔色天空下】跳, 跳过忧伤~~~ EvaLuna2007-11-16 18:06:27
我想象着自己，在桔红的天空下跳跃。戴着心爱的灰色帽子，双手张开，摆动成风的形状。树林里被秋风掠走的叶子，脚下肆意叫喊。栅栏般光秃枝杈的倒影，阳光下沉默围歼。高远的蓝天，回荡着从前的记忆，薄如云烟。
我喜欢焚烧。在自以为是地结束一段时光以后，鼹鼠般挖掘出以前的收藏，开始有计划地焚烧。从这个格子跳过去，黑色的皮鞋，黑色的大衣，我要黑色的灰烬，再冲进水里，不留一丝痕迹。听我说，从前忧伤的自己，我要开始崭新的生活，我要跳进沸腾的桔色岩浆里。
那曾莫名悲哀着的自己。我的脚尖从阴暗的倒影上轻轻划过，怜惜地抚摸着那个混乱哀伤的自己。从前，从前我喜欢梵高的左耳和陈染的左乳，我喜欢一切左的，奇怪的，反常规的，和死亡相联系的，冰冷或是咆哮的事件。
爱过我的人们啊，因为连我自己都无法解释的原因，我肆意活着，又淡漠缺席。我知道，辜负了你的情意。在生命怒放的时候，我不以为然地甩袖旁观。我要永远，我知道是奢侈，我不肯就此妥协。
是的，我要你们爱我。我以前不在乎，我现在也可以继续伪装下去。但在跳跃之间，空空荡荡，穿梭在风中的身体告诉我，只有你们的陪伴才能证明我的存在，一起对抗时间。沉陷吧，坠入活着的泥潭。我要双手拥抱，我要大笑，我要承担。
这些历史的碎片，当年生活外的徘徊和呢喃，如今被我亲手点燃，在火焰里展开最后黑色的笑颜。我原谅你，从前的自己，你的疯狂和冷漠，你的颓废和消极，你曾经带来的伤害，你任性抛洒掉的美好时间。我也是到了今天，才在思考和创痛里从往日跳到今天，因为即将来临的期望，和头顶那片桔红色的天。。。
Alexi Murdoch - Orange Sky
Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said brother, you know you know
It's a long road we've been walking on
Brother you know it is, you know it is
Such a long road we've been walking on
And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love
But sister you know I'm so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on
When I am alone
When I've thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love
Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
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