i’m going under, and i fear this time there’s no one to save me
this all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
i need somebody to heal, somebody to know
somebody to have, somebody to hold
it’s easy to say, but it’s never the same
i guess i kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
now the day bleeds into nightfall
and you’re not here to get me through it all
i let my guard down and then you pulled the rug
i was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
i met you in the dark, you lit me up
you made me feel as though i was enough
we danced the night away, we drank too much
i held your hair back when
you were throwing up
so let me apologize
i’ll make up, make up, make up, make up for all those times
’cause your love, don’t wanna lose
i’m beggin’, beggin’, beggin’, beggin’, i’m begging you (no)
never mind, i’ll find someone like you
i wish nothing but the best for you, too
“don’t forget me,” i beg
“i’ll remember,” you say
sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
i’m off the deep end, watch as i dive in
i’ll never reach the ground
crash through the surface where they can’t hurt us
we’re far from the shallow now
shallow now